Socializing Issues?

I speak laconically.

I glare at people through the peak in which I've been trapped for the recent past 16 years. I hate having friends or socializing beside others. People think I'm weird, But I'm not.

I don't know why I dont't parley as much, when I was younger I blabbered all morning long and i wasn't a bit shy. Now that I'm older and more mature, It's similar to whatever.
Answers:    You're an introvert. Introverts would rather be alone or if they are around inhabitants then they need to win off to themselves to "recharge" themselves because they get drained smoothly. Alot of people may tell you that you should draw from out more, make new friends, etc., but you don't own to if that's not what you want to do. This is just who you are, it okay.
I'm not completely sure what your question is...I'm guess you are asking why you are have problems socializing.

Since I dont' know your question I'm just going to stir with what I guessed. Something bad could own happened to you...that you've completely forgotten about that hurt you and somehow made it firm for you to be around and talk with others.

I find it sturdy to socialize...but I know it's my fault. I have other been shy...shy to the point where I only can't talk. And because of that I got made fun of alot. I in recent times stopped talking to people because I'd a bit be the weird silent person after the freak who behaves oddly infront of inhabitants.

If you are really wanting to get over having problems individual unable to be social...you could try getting a therapist and chitchat with them.
That sounds like depression. When I capture depressed I start to isolate myself from other people. Why not talk to a professional or even your Dr and see what they ponder. It make just be a phase. But don't close yourself sour from having friends. They will be there for you when you requirement them and a good sounding board. Please try to get serve. Good Luck. Maybe you just need to be around more ready ppl?