I speak laconically.
I glare at people through the peak in which I've been trapped for the recent past 16 years. I hate having friends or socializing beside others. People think I'm weird, But I'm not.
I don't know why I dont't parley as much, when I was younger I blabbered all morning long and i wasn't a bit shy. Now that I'm older and more mature, It's similar to whatever.
Since I dont' know your question I'm just going to stir with what I guessed. Something bad could own happened to you...that you've completely forgotten about that hurt you and somehow made it firm for you to be around and talk with others.
I find it sturdy to socialize...but I know it's my fault. I have other been shy...shy to the point where I only can't talk. And because of that I got made fun of alot. I in recent times stopped talking to people because I'd a bit be the weird silent person after the freak who behaves oddly infront of inhabitants.
If you are really wanting to get over having problems individual unable to be social...you could try getting a therapist and chitchat with them.